My poor dad, God bless him, died from early onset, atypical dementia. He deteriorated over the course of 12 years as his brain gradually degenerated. Early onset, atypical Dementia? Lol. Um, no. My Dad was a very sad, broken, severely depressed, dry alcoholic whose spiritual malady began to manifest organically as his brain turned on itself.
What’s the point, you may ask? The point is that whether we are alcoholics or addicts, whether we are parents or spouses, or whether we are just human beings living on earth, we are all faced with the same question:
Are we going to give up?
Really, what could possibly be gained from giving up?
If you’re in the middle of hell, why turn around? There is nothing to be gained by turning back and everything to be gained if we keep going. The lesson my dad taught me was to never give up. He gave up and lived the last ten years of his life in a piss-reeking facility in Belmont, Massachusetts, staring at his navel all day long while shitting his pants and taking out the nursing staff with the most horrendous sewer breath ever known to man.
Trust me, you don’t want to go out that way.
So don’t ever give up on yourself. You can love addicts from a distance by fighting for yourself, for your own soul, and by finding your own strength and wisdom and serenity. Don’t let anything or anyone take you out.
If you do, it is nobody’s fault but your own.
Also see, Never Give Up & Befriend the Darkness.
P.S. I have tons of old posts I never published. They only take a few minutes so I usually write several at a time and then post one of them. What should I do? Publish them? My only hesitation is that they’re old, you know, like, old energetically… but then again, they might be something for you to read while I finish the book…
God, please fill me up today with your wisdom, strength, power and grace…
I would defininitely like to read them Charlie.
Bless you for all you've done Charlie. Are you not going to write a book for parents of addicts? Maybe I'm confused and thought you were. I will buy anything you write tho! Again thank you my dear friend for helping me SO much. You really have no idea just how much you have…x
Bless you for all you've done Charlie. Are you not going to write a book for parents of addicts? Maybe I'm confused and thought you were. I will buy anything you write tho! Again thank you my dear friend for helping me SO much. You really have no idea just how much you have…x
Well then, as you wish… 😉
No I am full steam ahead writing the book, “Anybody Can Take Steps”, which will generalize the Step process for anybody, addict or not. I've just finished 10 rough chapters and have two left, and then I'll try to edit it as soon as possible. Btw, the cottage looks stunning… x
Should I post them all at once, or slowly over time? I need you help, Liz 😉 Bless you!
Kinda confusing. Are u gonna keep going tru the steps online or are u writing a book.
I think posting them over time would be nice. That way we have something to look forward to each week! How is your new little girl doing?
Hey there, thank you so much for reading. I am definitely writing the new book on how anybody can take Steps, and I will also continue blogging for a while. After that, I'll try to keep blogging when I can, but will need some time to work on other stuff. Bless you.
Great idea, Liz! Oh boy, she is such a little angel. Always smiling at people. Gives back so much. I would so love to post a photo of her but it's probably better to protect them and all. She is so beautiful. God bless you, Liz.